40,41,42&43rd day

halu dear..how r u?hmm lama baby tak tulis dalam blog ni almaklumla bila kat umah ni...susah sket..lagipun takde apa yang menarik sangat nak diciterkan...just everday baby kena buat biskut raya..banyak sangat org tempah so have do everyday takut nanti tak sempat laks..
dear..today tonite i feel so lonely..rasa sedih rasa nak nangis..baby rindukan dear..i donno why but my tears is wanna go out from my eyes..isk ada habukker?
i got msg from him i donno why tapi kata katanyer it seems like to sakitkan hatii....apa salah saya....that i am happy???the answers no...without u...my life like mcm biasa jerrr...macam duludulu...orang kata saya bahagia dgn hidup saya..hmm entahla rasa sama jerr...but yer saya bahagia tetapi..ianya hilang bila dear tinggalkan baby for work..but i have to understand it..dan saya terima seadanyer... tapi kata kata yg disampaikan seems im very bad girl ....i need u dear...
miss u sayang..